So…I have a date this coming Friday? Should be interesting, it’s been a while since I’ve been on a “real” date, hah.
He seems nice—I met him at a graduation party I went to last Friday. I won’t lie, he’s not terrible to look at either xD Formal dating still seems somewhat foreign to me—a lot of the guys I’ve been closest to were my friends first, or I dated them, stayed friends, and we hooked up later on and there were unrequited feelings, etc. You know, nothing coherent or following logical order—just like the rest of my life! Me and normalcy have always been like oil and water that way. But this will be a nice change—a guy I don’t already know, haven’t previously dated, doesn’t seem to want to hook-up-and-go (though I suppose the latter has yet to be determined).
We shall see?
(Source: larmoyante, via cityyandcolour)
You know, I feel like I don’t have much to look forward to these days. School stops, I am jobless, internshipless and everything feels rather mundane. People ask how I am and it seems to be “Oh you know, same old.” I suppose I could be trying harder to work on this current state of affairs though.
The most “exciting” news as of recently surrounds my questionable swollen lymph nodes. What struck me as strange when I discovered the hard one behind my ear was that I didn’t recall being sick at all in the last few weeks. Being the hypochondriac I am, I always assume the worst. In this case, lymphoma. I went to the doctor earlier (yesterday?) and she didn’t seem terribly concerned. She said it was possible I caught some infection or virus of some sort and had no idea. I have a follow-up appointment in about a month, and she said I’d probably get some blood work done if the swelling didn’t go down. I guess I feel better for the most part, but I still worry about dumb things like this.
In any case, I need something new and exciting. And I should try and sleep.
